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A Happy Christmas poem!
The blackbird warms his toes by Robin's flaming red breast
The cabbage wraps up in layers -- his mother always knew best
Luxurious fir keeps the Christmas tree proud and tall
And your hand in mine helps me see it all
Knowing you're here, as my guide and my path
Makes me able to cry, to jump and to laugh
You gave me the strength to understand all these things
So now I can carry this message on my angel's wings
Like a dandelion seed head passing over the land
People stop to look up and begin to lend a hand
I can do all this because I love and am you
And we are the Earth, the Sun, the Stars and the Moon
Over these next very special cold winter weeks
When the sun barely shows as the solstice peaks
Take a look inside to find what you can do
Because all the power and beauty you need is already in you
When others know that we are all just one
There's no way on this earth that they could go on
Killing and burning without feeling their own pain
So let's take their burden now for the greater gain
Once we've achieved this and our duty is done
We can live out our days just playing in the sun
We'll be able to do this with peace and joy in our hearts
As we'll know that where our job stops someone else's starts
You're getting this message because you've shown me love
And guided me to this world high above
From this view point I can see what I need to do
And I must start by saying "I love you"
Shazzie
xxx
Balu
June 2001: I lived with Balu for 6 weeks in Coin, Malaga. Every day,
he'd have an avocado for breakfast. He was so mad on them, that I couldn't
eat them outside with him, he'd just be so in my face! He also loved mangoes,
nisparos, papayas, cherries, figs, melons, courgettes... it goes on. He
is such a special boy, and I feel very lucky to have spent time with him.
Balu little black dog
balu little black dog
who looks like a bear
balu little black dog
with dreadlocked hair
balu little black dog
who snorts like a pig
balu little black dog
eating papaya and fig
balu little black dog
i love your big paws
balu little black dog
i miss your loud snores
balu little black dog
baking in the sun
balu little black dog
where have you gone
balu little black dog
i'll see you again
balu little black dog
i don't know when
balu little black dog
keep happy and free
balu little black dog
keep an eye out for me
Lola

Me and my beautiful little girl, Lola. When I had to give her away
I wrote this poem for her:
This special girl is in my heart
And how I died when we had to part
I'll never again know the love she showed me
So I shed a tear for my little Loly
I love her
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She holds me so tight, as if her life depended on it. It probably
does. I hold her tight so she knows how much I love her.
I tell her all the time how much I love her, and though she doesn't
actually say it, I can tell she loves me the same. I live for the
day she tells me. I just know she will.
I smell her sweet breath. I stroke her soft barely-there hair.
I kiss every inch of her and love her innocent warmth. I'd spend
an eternity with her.
I love doing everything for her. I love making her smile and seeing
her laugh. Every day I see something new in her. I'd die for her.
I playfully smack her bottom and she laughs at me. I live for those
laughs and her little cuddles. How can one person make me feel so
full inside?
I love her
I think I'll call her Evie
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She holds me so tight I know I couldn't fall. She whispers so quiet
I never knew anyone could have a touch so tender.
Though I try, I can't speak back to her, but she understands. I
can see that in her eyes. I try to speak but the words just won't
come out. I'll keep on trying.
I love her bosoms, so full and giving to me. I wonder why she smells
so different to everyone else. Whatever it is, it's lovely. I want
to be with her more than anyone else I've ever met.
She doesn't seem to mind that I look so different to everyone else.
How can she love me when I'm bald with no teeth?
How can she love me so much, I'm just useless and rely on her,
while she's so capable and can do everything. I really don't understand
what she sees in me.
I love her
I think I'll call her Mummy
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Howl at the moon
On the full moon
My soul went astray
Empty was my body
Until the next day
That red moon shining
reflecting me
Pushed down to the earth
For all to see
The light, the beautiful moonlight
Made me think too much
Was this reality
That I dared to touch?
That moon is mine now
And forever more
I'll watch the night sky
And think of before
I am in the moon
I am the moon
I watch the moon
And I howl at the moon
Hey there
Hey you there
With a beautiful smile
Are you coming with me
To walk my endless mile
Hey you cupid child
A really gorgeous boy
I want you walking with me
To spread our seeds of joy
Hey you blue eyes
With a really precious soul
Take this journey with me
Because only you make me whole
Hey you there
Why do you turn your head?
Why won't you walk with me?
Are you already dead?
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